St.
John's in the Village
July 1, 2009
The Rev'd
Dr. Gary Hellman
Matthew
8:28-34 (New International Version)
The
Healing of Two Demon-possessed Men
28 When he arrived at the other side in the
region of the Gadarenes, [ a
] two demon-possessed men coming from the tombs
met him. They were so violent that no one could pass that
way. 29 "What do you want with us, Son
of God?" they shouted. "Have you come here to torture
us before the appointed time?"
30 Some distance from them a large herd of
pigs was feeding. 31 The demons begged Jesus,
"If you drive us out, send us into the herd of pigs."
32 He said to them, "Go!" So they
came out and went into the pigs, and the whole herd rushed
down the steep bank into the lake and died in the water. 33
Those tending the pigs ran off, went into the town
and reported all this, including what had happened to the
demon-possessed men. 34 Then the whole town
went out to meet Jesus. And when they saw him, they pleaded
with him to leave their region.
In
the name of the father and of the son and of the Holy Spirit,
Amen
Today
is the first of July; we begin the second half of the year
2009. It is rather startling how fast time seems to pass through
our hands. It is like water pouring from the faucet. We take
it for granted, we let it flow by enjoying it as it refreshes,
filtering and containing it in the fridge; we like to preserve
its freshness.
I
bring this up in the context of a healing Eucharist to draw
attention to our need to slow down, to open our hearts for
the experience of life even as it flows by. We cannot stop
it; cannot make time go slower. But the gift of our lives,
the stewardship of our resources does come more and more into
focus particularly when economic challenges bring us up short.
We recognize that such resources time as well as money asks
us to look carefully at our lives. When we do this we begin
to see how our spiritual resources may flow through our hands
as well.
How
are we using the time, talent, money and resources that God
has given to us and what stops us from making it all work
better?
Tonight's
Gospel may offer some interesting perspectives. Jesus has
arrived at the other side in the region of the Gadarenes and
there he encounters two demoniacs. People possessed of demons.
They've staked out positions in the town causing problems;
people are afraid of them but by in large avoid them. It seems
dangerous to go near and there have been accommodations.
Jesus
is not afraid but engages them. And they recognize him and
react to him with a kind of hysteria.
If
we think about these demoniacs as aspects of our own lives
that are wild or pretty out of control, or think of our use
of precious but limited resources like time or money (to name
two of my demons) these demons haunting our lives become easy
to recognize.
Quite
often rather than facing these aspects of self that are out
of control, we mostly manage them, and typically like the
people of this town, we avoid them, we deny the way they are
obstructing our lives. It might be an addiction, alcohol,
other drugs, over spending, not taking appropriate care of
our limited time commitments, offering to do things that over
tax our orderly schedules.
I'm
sure you know your own demons and the ways in which they afflict
you.
What
do we do to bring order to these familiar demons?
Following
Jesus, quite simply we face them…and yes indeed they recognize
our attention. Indeed our demons too become a bit hysterical
when we do face them. And they begin to make bargains with
us. So, send us into the pigs and we will be fine! I've never
been quite satisfied with this ploy on the part of the demons.
I'm not sure that this is the healing that is called for rather
a very adroit ploy to pretend to heal.
But
what is really strange is that our community of support can
often be full of familiar denial as well. Our community can
also support our bad habits; AND can be upset when we make
efforts to change. The new insight that brings about healing
can be threatening to our friends. They are all familiar with
our unhealthy habits because reforming our own lives threatens
the whole community. It in fact asks each of us become healthier
and to face our own demons.
In
the Gospel tonight, I suggest that Jesus is not successful
in healing these demons, the whole town wants Jesus to get
out…look what happened when he meddled; a herd of valuable
swine were lost in the river.
It
is indeed costly to face our demons, to look at them and to
address the challenges that upset our routine ways of living.
The community will indeed be upset if the cost of our growth
impinges on others --- and there is no doubt that it will.
Our
demons are not private, they live in and among our brothers
and sisters, they are mostly social; they become known when
we face them, they react to attention and the community of
people who have gotten use to our demons is so often not willing
to pay much of a price for your efforts to use its resources
for healing.
So,
healing is not some easy assignment. Rather it is challenging
to shine that light of lights into the dark where our demons
are so fierce and yet so comfortable.
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